Monday, February 21, 2011
Yeah, just.... no, nevermind, just no
Broke down before work for sure. Tonight, when i got home, i didn't bother getting out of my car. I just sat there for an hour. Just sat there, contemplating. My choices are stand up for myself and ruin all my chances. or surrender, roll over, and hate myself forever, while still getting nothing to benefit myself.
I need a new job, i need a significant other who cares about me, but isn't so helpless that i'm taking care of them for them. I need to go to school. I need to make more friends. I need to go out more and have fun.
I'm beginning to hate my weaknesses right about now. I'm sorry, tonight kinda sucks. I'll give you another picture, something nicer... ummmm